Thursday, July 7, 2011

一个人的夜里,
感觉总是特别沧桑。
会想很多事,
会听一些很没旋律的音乐。

不知道什么时候开始,
自己已经习惯了一个人的生活。
一个人的早餐,
一个人的午餐;
一个人搭火车,
一个人的电影。

一个人的时间,
看起来是寂寞的,
但是却感觉的自由自在。
没必要装扮笑容,
没必要特别想些话题。
没必要烦要吃什么,
没必要迁就任何人。

我想我还是很享受一人的生活,
只是一个人的时候,
总是没有你们在的时候热闹狂笑的好心情 :)

Friday, June 17, 2011




do you have a great childhood life?
do you leave good memory in ur childhood?
its not the first time,
and i dunno why,
i couldnt get clear memory from my childhood.

hmm,
i can remember the first time i went to genting,
with my mom and sis,its at the age of 6.

i remember last time i always fight with my bro,
and u should know how pity am i with his huge body,
i never won.
one bad thing i can remember is,
i kick on his face accidently when he come and kacao me,
and he got his nose bleeding.....oh i'm so sorry..
really.
a good memory from my bro,
i remember he bought me a toy,
with his own pocket money.
i'm touched.oh god i feel like crying with that scene......


oh ya,last time when life are not too good in my family,
me,my mom,my bro and my sis,
took bus to Ocean to buy New year stuff (i think?)
and i dunno what happen we siting at the stair case like very pity.
i remember i got a doraemon pillow on that day.

Playing sand outside my grandparents house was the happiest moment
with all cousins during chinese new year.
now everyone is grown up,
the sand are no more there,
and for real, got no more chance for us to take 2.


we are always moving forward,
we forget what we did unconsciously ,
when is the most happy moment,
what is the saddest thing,
why are crying for someone,
its all past,
and would never happen in the same way again.
I appreciate,
i love,
and i preserve these memory here to live with me forever.

Thursday, March 17, 2011

so i've never visit here since January..
i think someone know the reason eh :)

alright.
well now i'm back,
with life full of excitement and challenge.
found a job,
i think it's great and I've start to love teaching.
anyway like she said i would have to set a goal for myself.
my goal is to own my xxtxxn xxxtxe.
my close friend shall know :)
if u dont know means we are not close enough,
so add me in msn and talk crap now!

i wanna make my schedule as pack as i can!
i wanna earn as much money as i can in this few month!
i wanna .... i wanna .... i wanna !!!!!


I DONt WANNA WORK during WEEKEND!!

Thursday, January 13, 2011

《恋爱这小事》


刚刚看完了一部泰国电影。
好看!(女主角太可爱了!)

不知道是什么时候开始,
自己习惯了一个人看电影的感觉。
大大的电影院,
只有自己一个人看的时候也是有的。
什么时候开始自己的生活变得如此孤单。

这部电影一开始是蛮不想一个人看的,
想等到一个对的人才一起看。
可是自己也明白,
如果要等就永远也别想看了。
爱情这小事,
在本人的生活里总是不顺利,
本人也鲜少对爱情电影感兴趣,
这一部算是例外了吧。
当然看了也很满足~

电影内容说的什么我也不多说,
有机会自己体会一下。
我只想说,
看完之后,好想恋爱哦!
好想回到中学时期,
羞涩的爱情故事,
一切都是如此美好~
为什么电影就是有这种魔力。

也许就因为每个人都有暗恋的经历,
我们的校园生活才会如此美好。
每天,
努力的想让他更注意自己;
努力的吸引他的目光;
努力的为他改变。

我要谈一场轰轰烈烈的恋爱,
当我的女主角吧~

献上我最喜欢的一段,这里是超感人的啦。哭了 :)


Tuesday, January 11, 2011

不知道是什么时候开始,

自己习惯了一种爱掩饰的生活。

很习惯的,很自然的……


不喜欢让人看穿我的思绪,

不喜欢让人知道我在想什么


我喜欢听歌,

也爱唱歌;

我欣赏歌曲的词意,

也欣赏旋律的美丽;

词里表露我的言语,

旋律放纵我的忧愁。


我喜欢面带笑容,

让你看到表面的和平;

我喜欢装作无所谓,

不让你看到泪流的一面。

我喜欢对你挑剔,

让你成为我的一部份;

我不爱表露很多,

因为我喜欢你现在的样子。


人要懂得知足,

不然将永远无法得到满足。

能够和你走到这里,

我已经懂得,知足.

Sunday, January 9, 2011

这一篇文章,
其实已经反复写了好几次。
没放上来,
自己也不知道为什么。

好多话想说,
却不知道想说什么。

很想跟你说话,
却不知道该说什么。

心理有许多矛盾,
不是为了什么,
只想听听你的声音,
想知道你最近过的怎样。
可是感觉就是那么疆......

你曾说,
有事可以通过邮件联络。
你说过你会回复的。
你知道吗,
当我发了好几封邮件也没得到任何回复的时候。
心里是如此的冷,
犹豫,犹豫,犹豫....

看到你在逃避,
我纳闷,
然后无奈的跟自己说,
自找的!

一年过去了,
希望你身边的一切都顺利,
完成你的梦想,
成为你的梦想 :)


**心说:
想起那一首歌,
那一部电影。
一部我只想看一遍的电影。
一部我会立刻转台的电影。
都只为了保留当时的美好~

Saturday, January 1, 2011

its 1st day of 2011 now.
it really been so fast and hope everyone enjoyed every moment in 2010.

i've grown up a bit (maybe a lot) in the year of 2010,
it's a lot of sorrow,
a lot of emotional,
a lot of happiness,
a lot of hard work,
and of course,
a lot of wonderful experience.

tears and laughter are memory of our life,
efforts and steps are history of us.
appreciate the every scene happened,
move on to the new beginning.
4get not the wonderful one,
wipe off the sadness,
welcome a brand new 2011..

Happy New Year~
dedicate to you -- yesterday